Gone

(Eng) Gone

They say yesterday is past, tomorrow is future. Today is a gift. That's why we call it present. But i see the future, i live in a terrible future. It is not a healty and wonderful one. Today i went a store to change oil for car. When they ask my number, i couldn't remember the half.It is my own number which i use everyday. The only number i keep in memory and use every day for coffee order. How can you forget something like this?

It is gone. It is settled. Future is done. It has been with for a long time and taking root inside. One day it will be bigger than me and capture everything. Memories, friends, jobs, and persona. Don't call me to fight, i am already in. And i am losing. I don't know what is gone. But it is gone. All will be gone.