Being me(n)

(Eng) Being me(n)

Last post was 12 days ago. How? What was i doing that time?

I don't remember. I did some study by skipping writing but it was just a few days. It seems like i lost the connection with this habit. I don't do it for fun and with fun. I have to do it. I can not heal myself otherwise. There is no one can hep me, can solve me.

Today i watched a video in youtube in my desperate situation. It was nice to recover and set mind again. I am here - back by this video. Title is "Being Men". But i changed as "Being Me(n)"

Because there was a saying in video. It says being avarage sucks. It really sucks when you tasted success at one point in your life. This is me.

And you need to love pain. Mentally and physcologically. This is me.

If you come here you have to put effort on it. Go hard. Or turn back to your country - your home. This is me.

So i need to be me to be a men.